Crazy

Indeed, these few days have been very crazy and I have no idea how much crazier things could be.

Crazy in terms of happy crazy times/ sad crazy times/ frustrating crazy times...

Things have been so good for a few days, and went totally opposite for the next couple of days, I have no idea what to decide and it is just 5 days till I will go home. I suppose having a vacation will be good enough to settle things down and make up my mind! "We accept the love we think we deserve."

Also I have been telling myself to just let things be, do not go mad too easily and it is better to not overthink or care too much because at the end of the day "if it's meant to be, it will be."

So yeah :) 

Yesterday I went to University of Brighton and Sussex, today I went to Bournemouth and Southampton University. I didn't really like any of them but if I have to pick one I would pick Southampton, I am very nervous and worried about which University am I going to go to or apply to, and thinking about the possibilities is even worse. 

People always say that we should do what we want, but human wants are unlimited...

Okay I am too tired to continue with this post, I will update soon! xxx