I have to question myself for a billion times, why did I choose to do the IB... It's just the beginning of the madness and we all are feeling tired already. Top that, I have to question myself why did I choose such difficult subject to do my EE and a difficult topic with the strictest teacher at school... el-oh-el
Oh well, I should stop whining and get things done I know, because I made these choices for my own good and I have to make it happen.
As I said, there are too many things going on, of course that includes good ones and bad ones. Which to start first... good? bad? ok since I mentioned good first so yeah (I am quite lame)
DANCE! Yes I have been amazingly happy because of dance! I have started ballet a couple weeks ago, and it went pretty good but I have to admit that even though I am a ballet addict, not having to talent is just that thing in between which makes you don't enjoy as much. It did make me happy and get my mind off school work but, the thing that made me happiest these days is latin and ballroom dancing! I have joined the Oxford University Dancesport Club one week ago, and it went AWESOME! Feel the passion there? haha
When I first went there, I was super nervous outside the dance room because I have stopped for quite a while and things like that. However when I was warming up before class, it was the feeling that I have lost for years, I loved it so much. It might sound dramatic but I am not joking at all, you just feel happy from the inside, and your feet and body feel so 'dancy'! And during the class, we did some jive and rumba (silver and gold level), the coach was so nice to me and he is quite funny. Except for the fact that I had to run back to residence because of curfew haha
That's the latin part, and yesterday I went for ballroom! Same as usual, I felt extra nervous outside the dance room, and since it was the head-coach teaching us, I had super weird feelings. Ok when I got to know that we were doing foxtrot... I cried inside! I have never learnt that, like never! Plus I had to dance with the teacher, perfecto! Whoop! It wasn't that bad actually, I managed to learn the whole routine (not perfectly) haha I had to go after Silver class because firstly I had no cash, secondly I have curfew, thirdly I have homework. And they were doing tango for Gold, which is my favourite for ballroom! boo.
Ok these things might not sound as exciting or amazing to you, yes because there were actually some highlights, which made me a happy bird! hehe (but that's too personal to share :p)
Let's put the dancy part aside haha dancy what a word.
So, this is one of me and my best friend's favourite restaurants in Oxford, the noodle bar which is a hong kong restaurant. We used to go there everyday after school, but since she is very busy with her boyfriend now so we don't go there anymore! hahahaha
This is actually coffee sugar as you know the brand illy, I found it quite cute so I took a picture of it while I was in a cafe waiting for my food. I feel like people doubt my attempt to try to be more positive, as my business teacher said to me that "you should have more faith in yourself" and a guy from my dance class said "you just have to be more confident, you are better than you think", these two sentences confused me a lot. I don't know what are they supposed to mean, and I barely know the guy from my dance class, it was the second time we dance when he said that... Is it really that obvious that I am not very positive and have low self-esteem...
I am trying to be more positive for my own good and that's all, I don't care when suddenly my friends say "why are you suddenly so negative again?". It's not your business and I can be sad sometimes, if one is happy 24/7 then you should be worried.
Alright, so this is moo-moo's probably the best milkshakes in england? or just Oxford el-oh-el
I went there three times this week, or last week I don't remember, my brain is not working... I had nutella and banana, peanut butter and banana, and nutella and banana for the last time as well. They are so good that you can never resist if you go to city centre!
SEEYALL.
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